When you awaken with a song in your head

...it's probably your subconscious trying to get clear.
I've been accused of melancholia. And I don't deny it. Sometimes you just resign yourself to the fact that these are the places where things work themselves out. They fall apart to come back together again.

I am never feeling one way at one time. There is always a swirl of emotion, two things going on simultaneously within. And I will no longer apologize for the way that I am. Evolution and Revolution. Involution. And a soundtrack that G-D gives you to make it through.

This is the song I woke up with when my eyes finally managed to remove their fodder and the lids lifted from the bags underneath. Things have been moving along so quickly lately. It's easy to slide down into disparaging places energetically. There are days when the guilt of the things I loathe torments me, for I feel dirtied by those sentiments (i.e: hating someone's ex-girlfried b/c she's a exhibitionistic cornball and you can't understand how the man you love could have spent so much time with someone that cheesy), but I know that I have a dark side which often times runs amok.
This was the song in my skull when I woke up.
It's also from one of my favorite of Madge's albums, and one of the looks I like best that she experimented with.