EXpired. You're gettin in the Way.. . of what I'm feelin.

Let the ego speak::

You know what, exgirlfriend, all IS well with him. In fact, it's going so well he threw out your old love notes in front of me, such as to demonstrate how very much he has let go of the past. Apparently you're still holding on. And believe me sis (and i mean "sis" in a very esoteric, loose sense), it feels to me in all my powers of intuition that you, in fact, have NOT let go. Do us ALL a favor (and by "all", I am referring to the likes of your *current* love) and leave your EX alone. See, b/c I know you were (are?) the jealous type. And i feeeeeeeeeel you on it, b/c in some ways we are of the same mind. However, don't unlock the box to the pandora within me, b/c she's a banshee and a warrior and she's just waiting for a fix to feed. It's bad enough you lived with him, shared the bed that we now make love in, fucked in places we fuck now, and had old, corroded creams left behind in his medicine cabinet that I had to discard along with all the other years old relics you weren't mindful enough to scoop out from the dead space between the two of you. It's poor form to remind him of how you're doing. I say so because you assume he wants to know. You're like a cloud that hovers, always raining down on this beautiful parade. Sure, you want to be all sunshine and roses, but there's a reason why we admire the sun from afar and why roses are pase, ya dig? I know, I'm angry. I'm upset; can you blame me? He loves the hell out of me, and naturally, as is his way, loved you very much too. It's true. I know it, I feel it, and everyone else sees it, the fact that nothing can come between us (cue Sade song) ::::





but we all remember that the green eyed monster manifests in many shades, and now mine is turning RED. Get gone, little girl. Before I have to tell you twice.